Saturday, May 26, 2018

Dealing with Lose

Hello, 
friends and family, it's been a long time I haven't posted anything on my blog page but now I'm back and better my page will no longer be about only fashion it's going to be my journey in life. I'm in my in my mid-40s and I'm at a place where I know my needs and wants in life. 
As a mother of four and, a wife life can be very hard. Dealing with loss and challenges can really take a toll on you as a person. long ago a good friend of mine once told me that life is a test and everything happens for a reason don't allow anyone to take away your blessing and fight for what you want in life. That friend passed away 5yrs ago and till today I still remember what he uses to say to me every time I felt that I was overwhelmed life has been very challenging these past few years for me my daughter, my best friends, my backbone took her life. its been 2years and I still can wrap my brain around it. 
every time I think of her I fall apart she was my the life of the party and loved by everyone she was so beautiful in and out I blame myself for her lost she means the world to our family.
I will forever love and miss her very much there's not a day I don't think of her or cry because of shes no longer around for us to talk and laugh with her.
losing someone is the hardest thing to deal with in life but I know that she in heaven is the best angel God has on his team. juju you will forever be my baby girl loves you from the moon and back. 
I will share some of her beautiful pictures with you guys.
 My baby girl has an amazing smile that brightens up any room
 we always make faces together love you sweetheart miss very much.
I have to say you are a true blessing to us.
keep shining bright my star.















I am sharing my story with you guys because I know there are people at there dealing with the same problems and they may not have someone to talk too. it's never easy to lose a loved one but in time I guess things will get better still waiting for that time need to come because It doesn't feel better its been two years. 
I'm just keeping it real.
life is full of curves and challenges so some are good and some are tough my advice to people who are dealing with loss is to pray and lets time heal your heart.



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